Everything and Nothing

Everything and Nothing
04~19~10

I want to go, and see, and do, and be, everything, and everyone, then nothing, and no one.

I want it all, everything, and nothing.

Let me be. Let them see

I want you, I want them, I want him, and her.

Let me have it.

Nothing thats all. Thats it.

It will be. They will see. Nothing, but everything.

At the same time, at no time, every time.

Give me, give you.

Give. Thats all just give.

Share it. Its for both of us.

Its for fun, for life, for everything and nothing.

We want it. They want it. Everyone and no one.

Just give it and you will see, me, you and every nothing in the world.

You and I forever and ever.

Amen.

The Lights 3~17~10

You did it again, You forgot the lights. She never forgets.
You stick your vile tongue in my mouth. Do you think I enjoy it? It tastes like cigarettes, making me sick.
Vodka lingers on your breath, blood stains my shirt.
My lips busted, my legs bruised. She saw them, my bruises. She cried, trying to hide the tears as they fell. But I saw them.
You never say you love me, You never say you care.
Why am I with you? I love her not you. Why can't I leave? Fear. it keeps me here, trapped with you.
She cares, you dont. You take me when you want, I never have any say. I'm hers. not yours.
Tonight I leave, Tonight I say no.
I can trust her.
You say loving a woman is wrong, I say loving you was wrong.
I wasted to much time on you, hoping you would get better, thinking I couldnt do any better than you.
Well I did. She is better. I say I dont deserve her...she thinks otherwise.
I dont need you.
You say I will be back. But your wrong.
Good-bye and...
Dont forget the lights...You always forget the lights.

the lights.
3/17/10